I am a writer and a Mommy. I am a devout Jew. These are the most important books I have read: The Tao te Ching by Lao Tzu, Stephen Mitchell translation. Spiritual Divorce by Debbie Ford. Living Inspired by Akiva Tatz. My kitchen would suggest I'm a closet carny, as would my love of Branson.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Hubby Cooked

He made me a very special Saturday night date night dinner!  A light delicious French chicken parmigiana with mushroom ravioli.  It was delicious!

Thank you for being my partner.  You are amazing.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Ima's Famous

Remember the days when I used to make all kinds of pizzas?  I used to make a lot of things but I guess I haven't made gnocchi from scratch or my Mom's sauce or lasagna or chicken parmigiana or a whole host of things in the last few years.

That's what I hear.  

In any case there is a very fun grocery store in my town called New Leaf.  I can buy Lamonicas pizza dough there and it's the best.

Tonight I made feta and shiitake mushroom pizza.  It was good. 

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Do you ever blog anymore?

Someone asked me recently if I write anymore.  I write a lot but I don't share a lot.  Here are some things I write about and then don't post.  Or things I want to talk about but feel I should not.

Gaza and Israel...
Depression...
Sex...
Divorce...
Racism...

None of those topics are related to each other for me.  The first is a problem I puzzle over daily until I have to tell myself to stop thinking about it.

The second is something I want to write about because I think it's a topic that needs to be exposed completely.

The third is just interesting to me - I could write about that every day, but it seems so unacceptable.

The fourth topic is something I want to write about out of frustration and pain but there are too many people involved.  That will never be my story alone to tell.

The fifth is something that infuriates me beyond words.  I have unpopular views. I don't want people categorized by skin color.  I want to protect people against those who think it's ok to do that.

There are other things that I need to write about that I can't even list here.  I daydream about being able to blog about whatever I want.  I daydream about talking to people about the things I'm thinking about day in and day out.

Something I can write about...

Ever since I moved to my small town into my house with a big front porch I feel like this is where I want to stay.

I always wanted to live in a small town in a house with a big front porch.  I always wanted to live within easy driving distance to an ocean.  Walking distance to an ocean I never even imagined.

Every day when I come home I smile when I see my house and I feel happy that I live here, in this house in this town.

It even smells good.  The flowers planted in my yard and probably my neighbors yard are blooming all year round and it always smells pretty where I live.

But there are things missing in my town.  I think a lot about being a part of building things in Half Moon Bay.  I think about getting a loan to build a movie theater.  I have a lot of ideas about that. Japanese vending machines are involved.

I want to build a Jewish community here too.  I'd like to have a small space to worship and meet and I'd like us to have a mikvah.  Some of the kids think I should open a cafe or restaurant.  One of my kids says she will do this with me when she grows up and nothing would make me happier.

Really, I'm not much of a daydreamer.  When I want to do something I figure out how to do it.  The things I'm thinking about doing are bigger things than I ever thought about before so I realize I'm going to have to think for a while to figure out how to do them.

Maybe writing more authentically will be a part of it.  I went to a luncheon on Monday and met the most extraordinary teenagers.  I won't go into details about that just now, but I happened to ask one young man for advice on raising my son and he told me to teach Noah to be an open book and to share every part of himself, not to hide any part.  I keep thinking about that.  

Is this a luxury only a child could have?  I have a feeling it is not.  I'll keep thinking on it.




Sunday, August 10, 2014

Burrata

Today I woke up in a tent in Pescadero.  It was three of the kids' first time camping and they did great.  I love sleeping outside in the fresh air on the ground.

We got home to piles of laundry which I started at noon and will be finishing tonight but in the mean time I made burrata!

I haven't tasted it yet so who knows whether it's good or just looks good.  Either way, it was easy to make and I had fun.  I also did it without a couple of the ingredients I usually have to use so I'm betting it tastes better than my past forays into mozzarella making.  Less chemicals!

I so love cooking and I really want to start trying cheeses.  It's just so incredibly intimidating because it's all science and chemistry.  This is beyond baking even. 

I can't decide what cheese to start with.  I think it will be cheddar.  But how funny to make something and not know for six months if it worked.  I'll get back to you.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Olaf Cake

I did it again.  Another specialty birthday cake.  I am really talented.
Come on!  How cute is that?  Made entirely of vanilla ice cream plus a little frosting and a starburst nose.  


Wednesday, June 18, 2014

The Vaccine Problem

When my older kids were born there was talk about vaccines possibly causing autism.  We asked the pediatrician to explain the risks to us.  He was very soft-spoken and an extremely logic-oriented person who gently pointed us to studies showing there was no possible link between vaccines and autism.

He gave us the statistics regarding the chance that our kids would have a bad reaction to getting vaccinated.  It seemed like the risk was fairly small.

Years later, I'm back in a pediatrician's office with a one-year-old baby, faced with giving him is first live vaccines.  He might get a little sick from these in 7 to 10 days.

Two weeks after he got these vaccines he did get sick with a high fever and it was really scary.  The Dr. said it was probably from a virus and unrelated to the recent vaccines because the timing was wrong.  Plus his little throat was very red.  And really, we had just brought him to the California Science Museum where he certainly put every germ imaginable in his mouth.

The difference between back then and now is that enough people have stopped vaccinating their kids that eradicated diseases are coming back.  I just read there is a whooping cough epidemic here where I live.  And Jacob's pediatrician had to take a stand on this matter - he will not take patients who don't vaccinate.

I think about how I would feel if something terrible happened to my baby because of giving him a vaccine.  I don't know how I would feel but I believe in the science behind herd immunity.

Especially after hearing this woman: http://www.voicesforvaccines.org/please-help-me-keep-my-children-healthy/.  Her kids can't get vaccines.  They rely on everyone else getting them to stay healthy.

It's really, really scary to give your baby shots.  It's scary to make any choice that has an effect on your child's health.

We live in an interesting time too - on the cusp of understanding so much more about the human body and how it works than we have ever understood.  So it is right to think that science isn't perfect and that the facts change.

But vaccinating your kids is something you can feel really good about because it has proven results and you are doing something for everyone, not just your kid.

Sadly, we know for sure what happens when enough people stop vaccinating.  We see the come back of diseases that were simply gone.

http://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vac-gen/whatifstop.htm

I support my pediatrician for refusing patients who don't vaccinate and I believe that anyone who gets an MD should follow this model to ensure we all get back on track.


Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Tuesday Dinner

My Mom came out and showed us love via her cooking.  Our fridge is full of food and leftovers so I made that for dinner plus pad Thai.