I have at least three photographed experiences that I need to post on here. One of which is a huge ordeal that I took very seriously so I could report back to you about it.
But my darling is really far away right now, my kiddos are with Daddy and I am not feeling well in general. So I haven't felt like sitting down to share my culinary adventures.
I try very hard to be positive and count my blessings which are abundant. It is quite unreal how unhappy and unsettled I am without my husband there at the end of the day. It's hard to accept how sad I am with him gone. I keep feeling like there is something inherently wrong with me for not just enjoying this time to myself.
But with each passing day I feel more uncomfortable and out of sorts. I feel a terrible restlessness and the general urge to kick things. Maybe an evening with my kids tonight will soothe my soul. In truth, I never feel right without my kids at home. Marshal is just a distraction from that but he is a fantastic one.
Trying to pray and prayer always helps.