It's been awhile so here are some lyrics that I like - all messed up and out of context - just like I feel.
I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh, Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for
Most nights I don't know anymore.
So this is it. I sold my soul for this?
Washed my hands of that for this?
I miss my mom and dad for this?
No. When I see stars, I see stars, that's all they are.
Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from some terrible nights.